The Unfolding

When the evening falls

And the daylight is fading,

From within me calls

Could it be I am sleeping?

For a moment I stray,

Then it holds me completely

Close to home - I cannot say

Close to home feeling so far away

As I walk the room there before me a shadow

From another world, where no other can follow

Carry me to my own, to where I can cross over

Close to home - I cannot say

Close to home feeling so far away

Forever searching; never right,

I am lost in oceans of night.

Forever hoping I can find memories

Those memories I left behind

Even though I leave will I go on believing

That this time is real - am I lost in this feeling?

Like a child passing through,

Never knowing the reason

I am home - I know the way

I am home - feeling oh, so far away


I am sitting on a patio in New Mexico. It is early spring and late afternoon.
Trees and grass shoots have that new green. There is a warm breeze on my face.
Next, our star the Sun sets and makes the famous New Mexico twilight.
Gradually the day quietens, the sky darkens, and other things appear in the sky:
First, the wanderers - the planets, next the brightest stars, and finally, as the air begins to cool,
the sky turns deep velvet and
overhead … countless stars of  our Milky Way Galaxy unfold:

Planets and Galaxies, Drama and Storms:

If the stars should appear but one night every thousand years,  
how man would marvel and stare. -- Emerson

What do they have to tell us ? What have they seen ??

       - these our starry companions through time and space? 

 - Did they see the iron pounding in our blood forged in the stars before our sun? 
 - Did they find lucky little Earth hiding in a quiet corner? 
 - And did they see the cosmic winds
         — wandering among the stars like sowers with bags of seeds
         — sprinkling down upon Earth the beginnings of life?

To answer our questions, here is an overview of where I hope to take us: 

1 - Our first task: to survey the science of the last five hundred years, since Columbus crossed the Atlantic. This will give us a shared vocabulary to investigate our other goals together. If you have a science background, you may want to skim along here. 
  —   I call this The Journey.

2 - Our second task: To clean house, discarding much of what we have been taught, about what we are and how we got here. We eventually come back with what we have both  learned and unlearned. 
   — I  call this The Return

3 - Our third task: To build a new worldview, we now turn within. Oddly, we will find that we need both science and myth to build a bridge to the stars.
  — I call this - Deep Within.


FYI, about the VLA, since many often ask me how I came to be here:

VLA = Very Large Array radio telescope


Click for a full size image in a separate window. Many images on this site will do this. Try clicking.

The VLA - Very Large Array of the National Radio Astronomy Observatory - NRAO
- In New Mexico about 50 miles west of where I am writing this in Socorro, NM.

 I orginally came to New Mexico to work on software for a new telesccope for the NRAO.
Although radio telescopes don’t only operate at night,
 this picture is still beautiful, with Orion in the upper right corner.
Click for a large view. I promise it is worth it.


Now we can proceed:

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